So, yes..

this is my version of Maslow Hierarchy which describes and shows

how motivation does and can affects someone..

heh, correct me if im wrong!

hence, from here, you can see that my families are the only one who motivates me to school..

FRIENDS? ermm, ermm, no comment!!

which explains why ive been giving myself a Two weeks holiday from school!

School has already turned me into something useless..

something that just wants to escape from the reality..

*edits*

this one whole month i'll be staying at home, taking care of my dear mom..
which also means, i cant go out with him and friends..
&& that also means NO PHOTOSHOOTS for one fucking whole month, which is so not like me!!
ARGH shitx, yo!

&& dear kepo boy, i miss you like crazy!!

even crazy is not like me!!

i promise u, we'll have a great time once my mom is fine, ok?