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2009-12-15T21:50:00.003+08:00

yes, finally im back to blogging.

ive been keeping myself away from blogging coz i seriously have nothing to update you guys.

so, here it is.

just a quick update to you readers =)

- both thailand trips that I went were awesome!

- school holiday is in now.

- gotta rush my FYP report but i gotta have the motivation to do so!

yeah, that basically sums up whatever it is.

will update again sooooooon (i hope)!

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2009-07-28T21:46:00.003+08:00

i envy those who went to watch liverpool in action && watched our sg team been thrashed! haha
well, i must say liverpool does really play good!
they have their own technique while our sg team, semua step handsome je..tk gune..
kene 5 kosong sak.. haha.. power or what my liverpool kan kan? heh..
im so gonna get my revenge one day!!! coz im so gonna go anfield! haha

moving on, my takziah to the late yasmin ahmad..
geez, i couldnt believe that shes gone!
i love her movies, her works..
shes the only one whom is able to break the barrier that nobody else can..
i wonder if there is any yasmin ahmad

anyhoos, i uber excited for __________! heh.
shall not reveal anything yet for now thou..
will let ya know when it is the right and suitable time, alriteys!

78

2009-07-18T01:17:00.003+08:00

i ditched fyp just to watch this movie..
finally i gt to watch it..heh..
i hate the ending..
&& i cant help it but to cry..*sigh*
man, i think i cant && wont be sleeping later coz i'll be thinking about the movie again and again..
pondering why on earth the ending is like that?? shitx siak..hate this feeling, ok..

77

2009-07-12T19:19:00.003+08:00

manz, i miss photoshooting!

76

2009-07-08T13:22:00.003+08:00

I am waiting patiently to go out with my dear..
because...............................................
my dear boyf is treating me to a shopping spree when his pay is in!!!!
wohoo!!
*insert wide smile + cheeky laughter + kening tron naik tron naik*
org kejer mcm nk rak, aku lak spend duit gaji dier mcm pe eh..heh

ohK, i dont usually declare this in public..
but ya, I LOVE MY BOYF VERY THE MUCH!! :)

so, what shall i get for this upcoming shopping spree, uh??
any clues or advice?? i wanna get the cheap2 yet nice stuffs..

75

2009-06-30T18:39:00.004+08:00

Having you as my Besfriend??
I don't think i need you actually..
what is the use of having a bestfriend if that person is not even there when you need her??

ive erased the word bestfriend in your middle name..
coz it just suxs to be friend w u!
i dont know the reason why and neither do i want to find out..
knowing lil things is way much better..
BUT i do know and aware that ive long be replaced!

neway, this guy up here, is one whom i know && believe that i can rely on when friends suxs!

he is the one who can only understands and read me like a book..

he is my bestfriend and my boyfriend at the same time..

im just so thankful and grateful to have him..

*sidetrack*

ok, let me sum up what i spent this month alone!

i bought a blazer, a skirt, a dress and a tutu at a flea @ Pit Building..

total spent: $60

i bought a long sleeve button up top at a flea @ HomeClub..

total spent: $10

i bought 3 dresses and a blazer at a flea @ Mt Sophia..

total spent: $65

total damaged spent: $60 + $10 + $65 = $135???!!!
omg, i can buy golden half + supersampler sia!! heh

oh, i was really surprised when both the sellers from the two stalls that i went, recognized me!!

&& i was given some discounts! heh, cool or what, right??

dah uat members w the stall owner sak! haha

im just in love with fleas!

heh..cant wait for next month flea, confirm i shop giler! haha

so, save save save!!

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2009-06-26T23:19:00.003+08:00

finally..heh..

oh, god..

ive got lost of pending clothes to be washed..my closet is like already smelling fishy..

&& ive yet to get some of the clothes from a seller.. hehe

neway, tmr shopping, babey!!

p.s exactly one more month to 26th july which is the date for my report submission..
can someone actually remind me to get it done?
at least a draft?? haiz..

73

2009-06-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

i love you, boyf.

they say first love is the sweetest.

but i beg to differ..

72

2009-06-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

ive been heading down to the Lib for the past few days to get my hands on the book that I want..

but i failed and the last resort was to reserve the book just to play safe..

&& today, i finally got it! yeah! time to do the Lit Review (if i know how!)

the meet up yesterday was awesome!

met fiezes's baby and ya, the guys already have thier own licences..

which me and anae were so jealous of!

&& oh, zooly, you are so FAT sia!! can't believe that, ok!!

but don't worry, no matter how fat you are, you are still my EDAN, ok!! haha

dulu time secondary, everyone was talking about studies.

&& now, since everyone has grown up, the topic was vehicles..

damn, that makes me so kental that i dont hv any license yet..

haiz..

next meet up shall be on the 27th of june!

&& zooly will be giving us, (the girls, obviously!) a ride in his car!! yeah!!

so, yes, my eyes are getting heavier now..

god, can't take it anymore..

am sleeping now till late noon tmr!! coz no sch! heh..

tot of gg swimming w bf + his lil sis, but but, see how..

coz the swimming pool is over at yishun!jauh pe..

ok, bye readers..

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2009-06-14T00:37:00.002+08:00

urgh, i am NOT satisfied with my buys today!!
i couldnt get my hands on the dress/es that i want!
they were going for 12bucks each, ok!
goodness, why on earth didnt i bring alot of cash just nw?

&& yeah, shopping w yr bf is not what i recommend...
thou its great coz hes there to fit the bill..
but then, when you asks for thier opinion, they will js go, "hmm, can ar.."
&& kind of show you the ya-ya-wadeve kind of face that will make u not buying that thing in the end!
haiz..

shopping with your gfs is wayyy much more fun and exciting!!
but, they will make a big hole in your pocket!! heh..

but nonetheless, i did love the stuffs that i bought today..
two skirts, a dress and a blazer = $50..
i knw thats sucks as compared to my previous fleas (6 dresses = $58)

ohk, gtg..
so penat today..been waking up early like everyday..
& tmr is the last day for me to enjoy my hols!..

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2009-06-12T21:04:00.003+08:00

yeah, at last, after MIA from each other since i-dont-know-&-unsure-of..
im mitting them..(minus nani, that indon boy and *ehem2* anae's bff who is Teha)
at our usual hangout on sunday..
damn, i dont like that place, lah..
but but, for them, i'll just head down there..haha
i really hope that we can have such meet up like this at least once a month or something..
coz ya, i really miss these bunch of kiddos, you see..

neway, i have to make sure that i really shop a lot at the flea tmr!haha..
coz yes, like what my bf said, according to him,
i deserve it since i havent been shopping since the last 2 months??
haha..ths bf..ure really much appreciated for that thought!

&& im already on my way to making my FYP report, and pray hard that i'll get it done right before the dateline, which is the 26th July, the day that Liverpool is playing in Sg!...
yes, another freaking 6 more weeks to that!!
but ive got confidence that i'll do the job just well..(hope so)

this 2 short weeks is really not needed for me..
coz yes, its pretty much the same as any other day for me..
no overseas and such..
just home stay and another home stays and it follows..

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2009-06-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

yoha..
ive got nothing special to update about, man..
thats explains the lack of updates from me..
life has been pretty mono..
been indoors since the starting of hols..
well, ya, thats a good thing actually..
since ive got no bucks with me..

anyway, theres 3 fleas in this month, babes..
gotta save ur moos, ok!!
coz we gonna shop till we drop there! haha

oh, plus, ive to make it a routine for me to visit the thift store for like twice a month!
ya know, due to the downturn of the economy && the awesome findings you can get..

*sidetrack*
been diy-ing my stuffs..
&& yeah me, i managed to recycle the unwanted top and jeans to an awesome things..
i should snap a photo of them, but will do so when ive the time, ok darls..

you babes should really get your hands trying these diys.. coz they are so thrilling and at the same time, a challenge..haha..

ok, gotta buy some colouring for my clothes..
byes..

68

2009-05-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

yeah, the focus group survey went well yesterday..
thou there were some hiccups but that aint that obvious! heh..
great job, babes!! *claps claps*

soon after that, decided to tag along Ash and Zara to town, to watch some friends' gig..
so, i asked BF to tag along coz basically, its high time for him to know some of my girlfriends..

well, ya, we (me + bf) concluded that gig is really not our thing..
thou we did enjoyed the music especially from Blackforest..awesome songs lah!
&& ive got to admit that we do have some local talents..
like The Sallys, BMM, The Postbox and such..
thier songs made me move some grooves,ok..haha

anyways, my dear Bf's 23rd birthday is in 3 freaking days?
&& ive got no plans on how to celebrate it, nor do i get anything for him this time..
gosh, what a *toot* girlfriend, am i right?

im having a rough idea in mind, bt having doubts abt it..
some of it is thought of baking cupcakes for him..
but then again, im like thinking two three four five six seventh times lah..
saper sak mau layan oven..
ive got no time (wanna spend the Sat at hm, watching Hindustan!)
plus ive got no bucks to buy the ingredients,ok..
im footing the bill on the day itself, remember?

&& yeah, the usual thing, what should i wear? whats the dresscode?
should i wear a (new) dress? or just a normal day outfits?
my oh my, why am i freaking out?

haiz, let me have some ideas before the day itself, pls pretty pls..
shoot me some ideas, babes..

so, holidays in!
& whats my plan??
1. looking for job...NOT! haha
2. finally getting my butts off to search for D-I-Y stuffs..
3. preparing for my FYP stuffs which i think, has a v low probability in me doing it..
like hello, its HOLS, man!

so, yeah, no outs or whatsoever..
which means, im waiting for you peeps to ask me out! haha
well, of course, apart from my dear Bf, lah..

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2009-05-15T22:53:00.003+08:00

pic credit to Khloe.lj

omg! khloe is having an awesome discount for her cameras!
muahaha..
ive been eyeing for that golden half camera, ya know..
&& after some calculations, it will only cost me ($85/100 * 90%) $76.50!!
man, how great is that?
should i or should i not get it?
hmm..comments pls..

oh, anyways, dear mom wants me to become a photographer for her friend's son's solemnization..
well, to be true, i so wanna do it to gain more experience but then, ive really got no confidence about it..
i dont know why..
maybe coz its been a long time that i dint really get in touch with my Nikon Sayang..
&& i really meant a very long long long long time..
&& that has sort of like "downgrade" my skills and such..
so, it worries me alot,ok..
even my Bf told me that my skills is lacking.. :(

you guys must be wondering why the hell do i make it such a big matter, huh..
well, this involves someone's happiest moment and im sure that everyone of us wants these moments to be well captured, right right??
&& this has sort of "pressure" me, ok!

pls god, help me..
make me perform well for this upcoming task, alritey..

on a really random note,
im meeting Anae tmr! like finally! haha
well, although its gonna be a really short sweet one!

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2009-05-13T11:32:00.002+08:00

Lonely and stress..
When i'm lonely and/or stress, i tend to look at my obsessions.
And my obsessions cost money. And i really mean A LOT!

hehe..

first thing first, congrats to my sis and nura-iteh for getting a new job..

wohoo, im hearing KACHING KACHING,babeh!! haha

oh, yay me for having to take the initiative to attend the lessons & the FYP meetings..

althou ya, it suxs big time, man..haha..*claps claps*the FYP, so far, so good!..

interview is like in freaking TWO weeks!

next, ive developed the underwater pics but due to the fact that ive got no scanner at hm, you'll have to wait till i meet my bf to pass him the pics, & then, hv to wait for him to scan & pass me the pics..wow, that so mafan, dont u think so?..

&& lastly, fuck, the kendarat is cancelled! which means NO KENDARAT = NO MONEY!!

damn it!

ok, sayonara!

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2009-05-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

it is killing me softly and silently..
ive got to know how to juggle my things right now, at this moment..
everything is going haywire anytime soon..
but i see myself aint doing anything about it..

god, help me..

i think im calling it quits..
yeah, thats the best choice i guess..
ive got no interest in it anymore..

i should have seen it coming..
but i was so obstinate to believe that i could do it when in a matter of fact, i couldnt..

its high time for me to plan for my future..
taking my future into my own hands, and not letting others to decide for me..
they are only there to guide me and gives me advice..not deciding for me..

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2009-04-30T22:15:00.003+08:00

oh, great..

im in debt now..

where am i gonna find that amount of money in a short period?..

goodness..

sell my clothes off?

but i still need them..heh

better suggestions, pls..

anyways,k.l trip was the boom especially when it comes to the part where i really shop till i dropped and spent all my moos!

total damaged spent: RM$600 (S$300)

best kaper kaper!

the best findings was...*giggles*

on a side random note;

most of my friends' mom always bring them to a shopping spree..

won't it be nice if mom bring me to a shopping spree too?

i missed that..

oh, wait..

when was the last time my mom did tat? hmm..

i seriously need to get my basics top/dress/skirts/stuffs like pronto!

&& where can i get a black sneakers,uh? any ideas?

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2009-04-17T17:12:00.004+08:00

this is what keeps me accompany today..
yes, i did some notes for my FYP..
was trying to be productive, ya know..with the colourful && bright pens/markers..
&& i hoped that these notes would be helpful and meaningful in any way for the project..

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2009-04-16T21:22:00.003+08:00

oh,yes..i wanna go there again..but when?
mom, lets plan an oversea trip soon!

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2009-04-16T00:16:00.003+08:00

just when i thought i would have everything in control when i grow up,
things just have to get even worst..
it is like a waking nightmare came knocking on my door but i refused to open it..

ingatkan dah besar tau jager diri sendri..tp disebalik nyer pulak..
haiz..

i think im a failure..
a failure in handling a relationship..
a failure in handling my school (which is easy peasy)

the truth is, im a failure in everything..
for my 19 years of living on earth, i dont see any talent in me nor do ive made anything productive..
all i do was just fucking laid-back..fucking doing nothing..

i feel like calling it a quit..
stop schooling and start helping getting income for the household..
getting my wants and all..
how wonderful is that,uh..
but hey, reality check, you're nowhere if youve only got O'lvl certs!
goodness!

i dont feel like going for FYP meeting tmr..
i just wants to go for a picnic,
lay on a mat, admiring the blue sky with cotton candy clouds,
with a light-hearted heart that is free from worries and problems..
i'll be satisfied even if it was only for a minute..

if only we could just use a remote to control our life..
like going back to the past && undo the mistakes that you did..
or just press forward to skip the chapters that you dont like..
how awesome is that..
but that would be only a big IF!

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2009-04-11T23:49:00.004+08:00

ef⋅fort [pronounce as ef-ert]
–noun
an earnest or strenuous attempt: an effort to keep to the schedule

initiative [pronounce as i-nish-ee-uh-tiv]
–noun
an introductory act or step; leading action: to take the initiative in making friends

con⋅science [pronounce as kon-shuh ns]
–noun
the inner sense of what is right or wrong in one's conduct or motives, impelling one toward right action: to follow the dictates of conscience.

all i want from you is just a tiny winy of effort + initiative..
coz im tired of be the one who has to make the moves..
saying "Yes yes, can can!"
end up, you give me shitx at a very last minute!
man, ive got to say, empty talk has no meaning!..

i dont even know if you ever feel guilty over what you did, which is like endless?..
goodness!
&& i see your apologies sounds like a broken record?..
maybe you should come up with something new, i guess?..
like hello, wheres the conscience?..

im not asking for much..
just searching for these two words; effort + initiative, in YOU..
&& i hope, my words wont fell on deaf ears..

you know who you are, my dear friend..

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2009-04-09T18:16:00.005+08:00

he surprised me by asking me if i want anything from him this month..

when i told him that i dont, he knows me tat well enough that i always have something in mind..

&& yes, of course be pampered by him..

so, i just told him the Double Cs since i cant decide what to get..
well, no prize for guessing what is tat DCs actually..

the first C is Clothes,

where ive listed quite few of stuffs that I wanna get..

but then again, im gg K.L soon..

&& im sure im gonna shop till i drop when im over there..

but no matter how many tones of clothes i bought, its never enough for me..

for every girlsl in fact..dont u agree?

especially when your school is restarting soon! goodness..

so, those in the pictures above are some of the examples tat i wanna get actually..

been fantasizing and drooling over them since forever!!

ok, the next C is Camera!!
wow, its been long since i introduce you a new member to my camera collection, right?

heh, my hands have been itching to get one..

but i managed to overcome the temptation! "two thumbs up for me!"

hmm, so im wondering what should i get..

if his budget is below SGD100, i'll buy either Golden Half or K200N Holga..

but if his budget is below SGD50-70, i'll just get myself the 2 Way Vista + Angel Heart Jelly..

hehe.. :)

anyhoos, gtg now..

will update again, aite!

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2009-03-27T16:40:00.005+08:00

since i am so free today, i did my creativity proud..
i dint let my photoshop skills gone wasted,ok..
haha..

im plain bored..thats explains why..

so, yes..
ive been catching endless movies thru out my holidays..
coz tats the only main activity that i could do

due to the weather been sucky since the beginning of the year..
&& right now, im counting down to my school reopen which is like in 17 more days!
goodness..

some of the movies that i can remember are..

aww, bride wars.. i would love to watch them again..

the movie taught me a great meaning of friendship!

&& Pink Panther 2 was yes, another funny movie..

Watching Coming Soon was so the bad choice! i wasnt even terrified or shocked watching it!

damn, i would prefer to watch Shutter and Alone over and over again!

Confession of a shopaholic really speaks a mind of a girl!..love love love!

&& paul blart the mall cop, haiz, it was hmm, ok, it managed to keep me wide awake in the cinema somehow..

so, the next movie that is on my list is 17 Again!

but then again, the movie seems alike like 13 going on 30, ya know..

just that this one, the guy went young instead of old..

hmm, but we'll see how the movie goes, aite..

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2009-03-23T15:47:00.006+08:00

i need your opinion..i am so confuse right now..

if someone asks you out to watch the Oasis band with the ticket price of S$128,
sitting directly in front of the stage, whats your answer?
Yes or No?..
my answer would be a definite YES!
ive been wanting to go and watch them..
Oasis band is my oh-so favourite band!

BUT, on the same day of the concert, i'm having a kendarat..
where $$$ comes in..&& thats for my K.L trip..
which i think my kendarat will ends like around 5/6..
&& the concert starts at 8!

so, lets say if i decided to go for the concert..
i'll have to rush myself from Bedok to the Indoor Stadium..
&& yeah, cross fingers, that i'll reach the Indoor Stadium on time!
woosh..looks easy, uh?

so, so, whats your decision?
tell me tell me tell me..

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2009-03-13T01:38:00.004+08:00

a big big big shout out to Nuraini a.k.a Itah,
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!
may you have a great time and happy life ahead!!
&& omg, you're old and i'm still young!!
haha...

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2009-03-07T22:33:00.003+08:00

tell me,
when will these stop?

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2009-02-28T22:46:00.004+08:00

NICE???

does this statement deserves any nagging?
"Rp 145.000 equals to how much in $S Dollar?"
well, it does..
my mom NAGS at me for this..
coz she thought that i wanna SHOP ONLINE!..
(but, she rights though..my intention was that actually..hehe..mcm paham je mak aku ni eh..)

so, ya..

ive really got to keep this from her or else god knows what happen..
but dont worry mom..
im gonna save the money for our K.L trip..
guess how much im bringing?
only me, my sis and itah knows..
haha

oh my, its coming to March!
but its still a long way to go to April!

anyhoos, wheres my girls? you know who you are, babes!

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2009-02-27T23:44:00.003+08:00

its been long, huh?
don't worry..
i'm still right here..
just that i don't have anything special to update..
so, ya..
see you pretty soon!

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2009-02-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

my mom was admitted to the hosp due to her asthmatic problem and +++,
and thats explains why the lack of post..
but, no worries..
shes all fine right now..

&& i figured that i should make a full use of my hols right now..
since i decided to ditch the job (OMG!did i just said job?? $$$$ )
but I'LL SURVIVE for sure!! (Whoosh!)
coz thank god am not a materialistic girl, ok! heh

so, ya..
till the next post..

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2009-01-29T23:00:00.004+08:00

ok, people..
i seriously need to get my Fucking Fujitsu Lappy fix before it gets too, (URGH!) damage!
the fan is making an extra loud weird *music* like suddenly and everyone knows its from me!
it cant stop, not until i shut down my lappy and switch it ON back..
but should i consider myself lucky coz it doesnt happen always? (bang head to the wall)
oh, not forgetting, the programs run so slow like a tortoise! -_-
thus, a reboot/reformat is required for me coz ive actually moved all my stuffs away from this lappy as ive a 6ixth sense that this lappy would create a havoc pretty soon!
&&, yes, a freaking new battery for the lappy is also what i need coz the previous melts..(shakes head)

so, anyone got the idea where the hell the place is?
coz i searched for it, and ya, they give me a list of places that sells Fujitsu..
it will be much appreciated if u helps me out,ok?

enough of this rants!
i dont wanna bore my readers with it!

let's talk with my life!
heh, am not going into detail actually..
just some random facts, ok..

1. im fucking confused!
2. im fucking confused!
3. im fucking confused!
4. im soooooo boorreed!

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2009-01-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

oh, my..
just when i thought of blogging something,
suddenly, my mind went blank!
*sigh*

anyway, there are so many stuffs that are bugging me..
&& most of it, concerns the financial state of mine..
damn..

but somehow, it is more to my FYP..
i am so anxious about it..
so scaredy scared..
aint prepared for it actually..
god, help me..
help me get prepared for it..
&& makes my journey smooth and ya, well done..

neway, fyi,
i wont be free for this 2 months + 2 weeks hols..
i js dont want to go out..
but if you are thinking of asking me a date, y not?! heh
what important is -> drinks + food are on you!
haha..
i am so broke..

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2009-01-20T19:59:00.004+08:00

it was pretty surprising when i received a belated bdae gift from Atiq jz now..

a watch with a box that I chose in Daiso..
and some sweet notes that she wrote..
though it was just a simple watch,
it really meant a lot to someone who doesnt have much friend or even a bff?
once again, ths so much, Atiq!

so, i told my bf about it..
guess what he said?
he said,
"now you know the true meaning of friendship and who's your true friend.".
then, it makes me ponder..
well, ive been friends with Atiq for six years and still counting..
&& she has been my travel to-fro sch/hm partner since sec and till now..
but i realise that i dont really know much about her..
guess, she is a one true friend, huh?

unlike those during sec, when we said "friends forever", "girlfriends" and all those shits, and when we were like stick together like a super glue till people thought we were even twins(!), but in the end, the "friendship" just vanished!
yerp, just like that..

well, sad to say, these things does happen in reality..
&& im saying it based on my experience..
so, i guess i better treat those that are near me well so that i wont live in regret!
&& special thanks to those of you who have walked into my life even though it was for a minute!

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2009-01-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

Presenting to u guys,
my new BFF, David!

See how _____ David is..
we were supposed to show some stupid faces,
but he just stayed the same!
haiya!

anyway, tmr will be the last week of school!
im kind of excited for it, i must say!
i'll miss my classmates for sure..
but hey, we can have some gathering or meetups right?heh

&& on the other note, i am so stress!
stress becoz its a hols and that means no income for me..
unless i have a job and it seems to me right now, that it wont happen, lar..
so, that would also means NO SHOPPING!!
and that bullshits!

ok, whatever!
back to sing along with itah!
sayonara suckers!

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2009-01-16T14:11:00.007+08:00

i miss my bed and my bolster so much!
im yearning for them!
i seriously hope that my mom's feet will get better when she's going for the theraphy tmr..
so, that we all can go home sweet home..

my grades this semester are the suckiest ever!
from Bs to Ds..
from getting a good attendance to like poor..
haiz, jz pray that i'll get to be promoted to Year 3, y'all..

oh, another 'promise' of uploading the tons of pictures ive took while we went to Sentosa Cove..
why isit that only when it is the end of the term, that we as a class, have this 'bonding-thingy' going on?
shitx..i hate this part, ok!

school holiday is coming soon..
ive yet to get a job!
&& in a months time or even in a glimpse, theres FYP..
how unprepared am i!!

anyhoos, this April, be prepared to see me in my new long hair! (i hope)
coz seriously right now, at this very moment, i am desperate to stretch my hair so that it can get long faster!
&& i wanna highlight it! wohoo..

46

2009-01-12T23:57:00.001+08:00

&& yes, i'm officially 19th years old..
oh, my..
i seriously couldnt believe that..

oh, Happy 2nd Anniversary to my Dear!

so, what do i get from my dear for my BIRTHDAY?
heh, we went shopping spree!
i bought a bag, a top, a legging, 2 sleeveless and yes, some undergarments!

but not forgetting, my Binks Zebra bear!!
wohoo..Its a He, ok!
&& he shares the same birthday w me! muahaha!

ok, enough of that..
i'll be getting my anniversary gift from him late in the March..heh

so, anyway, it totally makes me speechless + touched when the person you least expecting to wish you birthday, actually did!

yes, girlfriend, thanks alot for the wish!
I MISS YOU TOO!

&& it sucks when your bff didnt even msged you to wish you!

45

2009-01-09T13:00:00.002+08:00

"once bitten, twice shy"

44

2009-01-02T18:15:00.004+08:00

so, yes, ive yet to wish you guys a Happy 2009!

without realising, its already a second day of 2009..

now you see how time really flies!

can this 2009 be any better than 2008 or the previous years?

well, i doubt so..

it will be just the same for me..

i just loves routines, you see..

ok, so, any new year resolutions for me?

heh, i don't think i need it..

i mean, last year's resolution have yet to be achieved or long forgotten..

&& from the very point of my view,

we don't have to wait for new year to come up with a resolution..

coz i believe that, resolution changes in times, with different situation..

im gonna miss the past..but really hope, it wont be repeated..

looking back, i must say i was silly and ya, stupid..

but hey, everyone has thier 'history', right?

ok, people, happy 2009!!

&& to the classmates, meet you soon!!

43

2008-12-25T20:03:00.006+08:00

yes, ive got tones of pictures to be uploaded..
but, ive got no time for it..
Not really like no time, it's just that im plain lazy to get things done..

lazy to wake up and do stuffs..
lazy to go for my meetings although it's extremely important!
lazy to even munch and make my stomach full..
lazy
lazy
lazy
lazy
lazy
lazy
lazy

im kind of unsure what is wrong with me..

&& the weighing scale told me that ive lost 2 kgs..
fuck, that disastrous, ok..
that is so not what i want right now..
2009 is coming up pretty fast, but ive yet to achieve my 2008's resolution..
ok, fuck that!

oh,wells..

42

2008-12-16T18:25:00.003+08:00

School's Three Weeks Holiday is finally here..

&& I must say, it's kind of pretty short..

but nonetheless, I'll still take the opportunity to enjoy each and every day of it..

&& yes, i'm almost occupied for the weeks..

but no worries, i'll make myself free for any of you who wants to date me,ok!

heh

41

2008-12-12T21:42:00.004+08:00

Exactly 1 more month to..

1) My 19th Birthday!

2) My 2nd Anniversary!

&& You're leaving me breatheless..

40

2008-12-05T19:48:00.003+08:00

"I can't take a day without you here

You're the light that make my darkness disappear"

39

2008-12-01T21:16:00.006+08:00

i'm quite happy and contented with my life now..
the only thing that i wish i can change would be;
about my weight..

yes, WEIGHT..
ive not grown horizontally nor vertically since forever..
from primary to secondary and now even to polytechnic..
i'll still look the same!
ive tried every means and ways to get me to gain weight, but none of it works!
&& do u know how dissappointing and frustrating it is when you check your weight on the weighing scale, and ta-da, the result is still the freaking same! aargh!!

ok, lets forget about that!

now, its about schooling..
i can't believe that theres still 5 more weeks for school!
i mean, how come the time is fucking slow like ever?!
gosh!!

38

2008-11-28T14:31:00.004+08:00

ive got both good news and bad news..

the good news is that,
there are tons of pictures i need to upload!
From last thursday, to monday, and till yesterday and also today!
fyi, they are not those photoshoots type, ok..
just some random shots that i took when i was out w the boy..

&& the bad news is that,
i wouldnt be uploading them here..
you can/have to view them at my multiply..
but, my multiply is only for some individuals only..
so, if you've got multiply, add me up!!

ook, im kind of excited + anxious + lazy for tmr event!!
wohoo..
god, please make me go tmr!!
&& dear, tell me that you're accompanying me tmr, pretty pls!

37

2008-11-22T19:44:00.004+08:00

everyone in the house now,
including the aunts&uncles, are so engrossed with this board game!
if you lose, you're out..
thats the rule of it..

so, if the aeroplane game is full, NO FRET!!
you can play UNO or Scrabble or Snakes&Leaders && more..
name it, and you can play it!

&& that is how I managed to kill my boredom and time over here..

hmm, i must say time flies extremely fast when these games are included in your daily life! heh..

anyhoos, lets move on..
lets update on my school!!

ok, school's been good to me.. (maybe?)
i passed my Professional Profiling..(alhamdulillah!)
my CE Points need another 6 more NDA points, which i think the SUI competition would be able to help me overcome this.. (like finally!)
ive formed my FYP team for the first semester..&& hopefully, theres no last minutes changing..(yes, please!)
ive chosen my modules for next semester, and firstly, i hope that i dont require to repeat any of the modules and secondly, i'll get the modules that ive chosen.. (fingure-crossed!)
my grades and attendance suxs = poor predicted grade (hope not!)
my favourite food stall finally re-open!! (yums!)
i saw HIM and will always hope + pray that i get to see him like everyday, everytime!! (aww!!)
i always reach school early, and be home early too! (yeah, yeah!)
i dont shop alot at school although theres alot of food or snacks that i want/craving or/and when there are pushcarts going on in my school! (very good, yaw!)

psst, i seriously dont believe that i just did bought I-Weekly chinese magazine!

&& you know why?

coz zoe tay's on the cover page, && i fucking love her hairstyle and fucking intending to cut my hair like hers like pretty fucking soon, bebeh!!

36

2008-11-15T20:54:00.004+08:00

So, yes..

this is my version of Maslow Hierarchy which describes and shows

how motivation does and can affects someone..

heh, correct me if im wrong!

hence, from here, you can see that my families are the only one who motivates me to school..

FRIENDS? ermm, ermm, no comment!!

which explains why ive been giving myself a Two weeks holiday from school!

School has already turned me into something useless..

something that just wants to escape from the reality..

*edits*

this one whole month i'll be staying at home, taking care of my dear mom..
which also means, i cant go out with him and friends..
&& that also means NO PHOTOSHOOTS for one fucking whole month, which is so not like me!!
ARGH shitx, yo!

&& dear kepo boy, i miss you like crazy!!

even crazy is not like me!!

i promise u, we'll have a great time once my mom is fine, ok?

psst anae, i know this is already too late..bt who cares?!

i hope you && your families to have a safe journey to and fro, ok!!

&& have a wonderful and awesome time in Bangkok!!

jgn rindu i, ye!!

35

2008-11-07T15:21:00.004+08:00

confused.

in a confusion state.

they leave me with no option.

&& i think its about time i shall do something about it.

34

2008-11-05T18:01:00.003+08:00

A lot had happened back at home for the last few days..

for now, im sleepg over at my makcik's house..

for I-Don't-Know-When-Until-My-Mom-Is-Ok!

ok, why isit coz of my mom?

coz she fractured her ankle and it is so so bad!

will prolly takes 3 months before it will be healed..

so, MOM!

take good care of yourself && get well pretty soon!!

&& Geez, i havent been catching any good sleep, ya know!

coz ive been feeling so cold and have been shivering now and then!..

the weather suxs now!

heh, don't ask me how am doing in school..

33

2008-10-30T01:13:00.005+08:00

i dreamt ..

i was having my time in a wonderful world with my families..

32

2008-10-27T19:27:00.003+08:00

so, yes..
i was the photographer event coverage for my mom's event last sat at Furama Hotel..

&& though it was a tough day coz ive to run here and there, but it was all worth it!

heh, dint know that Didicazli is that cute and hot!!

but my T.B (Taufik Batisah) is much more super hot, lar!! haha..

ok, so, i guess i'll be seeing him (Didi) again at my mom's event at the same place this coming 1 Nov!

hehe..

i seriously can't wait for it!

anyhoos, yesterday was an adventure tour for me and my couzs!
i'll update more of it soon, ok darls!

31

2008-10-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

can I have more of it, please?

think I SHOULD be otw of making the photoshoots plans..

with you..

with him..

with her..

with them..

&& such..

so, guys (or girls), get your cameras ready, uh!!

p.s:

anae, don't fret, you're on my top list! hehe

&& gosh, my nose keeps on 'dripping'!

30

2008-10-19T15:21:00.004+08:00

its been long since i went out for a photoshoot..
so, yesterday was siblings photoshoot at the hortpark..
&& the photographer of the day is of course, my bro!!
we did had a plenty of fun although the day was like effing hot!!

Don't even think that only humans know how to dress up!
My cats know it too, ok!
haha

29

2008-10-06T23:07:00.004+08:00

i havent been coming to school since forever..
i will be dragging myself to school from now on..
instead, school has been a chore for me!!

28

2008-10-02T23:13:00.003+08:00

so, hows your hari raya?
mine was like okey..
&& today was a self declare holiday for me!!
heh..

pics would be uploaded pretty soon..
one by one, i mean..

so, till the next post, aite!

27

2008-09-29T19:18:00.004+08:00

ok, i know the above pic looks dumb..heh..
but the main purpose of it is, of course, to show you my new camera!!
hehe..
but ive yet to give my oktomat a name thou!
excited, you see!

but anyway, thanks to my dear for buying that for me,
&& 'melayan' my fetish for cameras!
only god knows how i feels right now!!
wohoo..

but before im carry on,
just a quick and advanced shout out to my fellow muslim friends && families!!
SLAMAT HARI RAYER, korgs!!!...

*continued*
so, met anae a while just now..
dah lain kwn aku ni..hehe
beb, kiter teluper lar nk amek gmbr, dong!!
haiyo..
ni smua lu nyer pasal lar..
hahaha
siao..
ok, do meet up soon again, ok..

&& tmr not schooling..
which means house spring cleaning like hell!!!

oh, UT terribly sux just now!!

26

2008-09-27T23:13:00.003+08:00

im feeling super down && effing pissed off now!!
coz for the 3RD TIME my PP report is rejected!!!!!!!
all because my advisor is not happy with my content page!!
like what the hell!!!
she didn't even give me any tips or whatsoever,
but yet, she expects me to do what she wants?!
FCUK FCUK FCUK!!!!

25

2008-09-24T21:09:00.003+08:00

SHR is coming like so soon..

ive got everything ready..

but ive got to admit that i dont look forward for this year's SHR..

no reason why..

24

2008-09-22T20:09:00.005+08:00

lalala..

im feeling2 dancing right now, yaw!!!

23

2008-09-18T14:50:00.004+08:00

had ALC today!

will update more about it soon!

stay tuned!

22

2008-09-16T23:13:00.006+08:00

ok, so now ive got a new hair cut which results me having bangs instead..
how i deeply hope that my hair is curly wurly, && not a superly straight hair!..
urgh!!
but forget about it, am thankful for everything actually! :)

hmm, schools been such a dear for me..
eh, wait..
or isit just me who perceives that coz i havent been coming to school lately?..
-_- *doinks!*

&& looking or admiring pretty girls is all that we (me&sarally) did just now..
some say yes and some say no..
haha

21

2008-09-11T20:18:00.004+08:00

for all my years of watching the Chinese drama,

from Golden Pillow to Holland V && etc,

this drama (Love Is All Around) actually managed to make me cry!

the drama is funny but at the same time, it contains some very sad moments!

oh, my! i can't afford to miss another episode of them!

20

2008-09-11T14:39:00.004+08:00

for the very first time, i went for prayer in my school..

with dear Iffah...

u know why i make such a big deal over it?

coz am a person who seldoms prays

furthermore, this is in school!

&& oh, now i know why we have geography lesson in secondary school..

it helps a lot when you are travelling..

even though its in your own country!

so, i got to say,

"Thank You Mdm Rosnah and Mr Low(?)"

till then, got to concentrate for the presentation now!

19

2008-09-08T22:06:00.004+08:00

so, everything went haywire during my first week of school..

geez...................

am sure the upcoming 15 weeks would be a HELL for me!!

PP dateline is tomorrow! & im still not so sure of my PP report..

pray for me, guys..

&& oh, my cat (Baby) tried to help me do my PP..

but end up sleeping by my laptop..haha

18

2008-09-03T17:56:00.002+08:00

School is starting tomorrow..

&& i still can't decide what to wear!

gosh...

17

2008-08-31T19:10:00.004+08:00

To all my muslims friends, Happy Fasting, yo!

16

2008-08-29T13:52:00.005+08:00

E54A, E54E, E54R, E54P

hello my new && old mates!..

ready to rock and roll?..

15

2008-08-27T22:58:00.016+08:00

yes, i know, i owe you an update..
but dont worry; ive compiled everything that i did over the weekend in one post..:)
so, lets start off with my family chalet!

the first night were spent bbq-ing with the lots of food that my mom had prepared!
yums!

then, since the night is still young, we (my siblings + me& bf),
decided to head down to go for bowling at ECP.
we had a few rounds, && i must say, we did enjoyed ourselves!

so, the very next day,
we (my sis, me& bf) went for swimming early in the morning!
wohoo, at last, my cravings(?) for swimming finally resolved!

after a few rounds of laps && my bro reached with his fiance,
we head down to the ESCAPE!

well, only me and my bro's fiance who played the games..
then, we went for the go-kart..

you know why there isnt any pic of me & sis?
coz none of them bothers to take for us!
bu-hoo!

when its starting to get dark, we went back to the chalet,
&& had another bbq!

&& to end the day, all of us played the UNO card games..
heh, NICE!

then, on the 18th of august, we had our lunch over at the seoul garden with my mom's friends..

&& on the 20th of august, bf accompanied me to HP,

and i accompanied bf to bought his new red bag which is waterproof! hehe..

then, on 22th of august, i tag along w mai, fie and insyirah,

to catch the fireworks..

i must say, the fireworks were awesome!
below (s) are the pictures that i took on that day!

these are those that manage to catch my eyes!

oh, ya..

i really wanna get my hands on this freaking cute Subaru R1!

so, ya..thats how i spent my hols..

i spent mostly of my time at home, yaw!

till the next post!

take care, hunns!

14

2008-08-12T22:37:00.006+08:00

MONDAY = HEALTH & WELLNESS E55A = AWESOME PEEPS!

13

2008-08-09T19:18:00.008+08:00

i've got really no better things to do..
my PP is almost there, but not done yet..
its 1.5/4 done..
i really need a time off from it, man..

anyhoos, ive come up with a list of things that i want/get (hopefully)..
its just a random thought..
pardon me if you find me such a *toot*..
i just need to release my tension of not getting them!
so, here it goes :)
*doesn't follow in any order*

yes, ive a fetish for cameras but who cares anyway..

so cont with the list;

i want lots of clothes

a drybox for my dslr camera

fisheye and wide angle lenses

&& a pair of shoes!

12

2008-08-09T16:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!

ok, im off to watch hindustan again!

omg! the malay wedding under my blk, is currently playing zooly's voice message song!
you know, the thailand language (i think)..

"tink ko pan" something something..

11

2008-08-08T21:57:00.004+08:00

started the day with a smile..

&& ended the day with a kiss..

guess, thats enough to show how my day goes..

minus2 some things..

10

2008-08-07T16:04:00.004+08:00

pls, pls ignore the above pic!

but ive got to say, today is also awesome!!

although theres only 6 of us in the class :)

treated ourselves with pizzas..

&& camwhore the whole day..

is that cool or what?

pics would be uploaded soon..

i promise :)

9

2008-08-06T20:50:00.003+08:00

today was awesome..

photoshoots everywhere..

3 dslr(s) snapped at the same time together..

more pics would be uploaded soon.. :)

stay tune!!

8

2008-08-05T19:51:00.003+08:00

6 dresses + 1 pants = $50.00

now, hows that deal?..

7

2008-08-04T19:37:00.006+08:00

aloha, time to update here!

my week starts pretty well today..

hmm, maybe i prefer today's faci rather than shymama's fav faci?..

haha

ok, introducing to you guys, the noisy bunch of my classmates!

oh, minus HY, jasmine(s) & plus, plus..

then we tried to do some jump poses..

but we failed! :(

wah2, shymama's posing stylo milo, lar.. l

ike techno wawa sak!

&& fifyfo, what are you trying to show?

HY, whats with the face? you live up to ur msn nick, lar!

you get what i meant, right?

haha

&& the rest of the pics taken is a history coz my face is not in them!

~buhoo!~

6

2008-08-02T22:07:00.004+08:00

the feeling of awe suddenly took over me when I read this..

sweets, isn't it?

5

2008-07-31T20:50:00.003+08:00

i was watching suria..

&& ya, you know, suria loves to advert those that are not necessary in thier program..

so, theres this advert which really made me so pissed off..

it showed me about this couple who just g0t married, making thier wedding like as if thier marriage is extravagant and all..
oh, cmon, they are just commoners, just like us..
so why on earth does suria make such a big deal out of it, kan kan?..
what i hate is that they think they are some big hotstuffs over here, man!

i dont care if you disagree with me..
imma just letting out what im thinking, ya know..

ok, lets skip skip..

im feeling much better now.. :)
&& im currently doing something more productive too! :)
wish me well, folks!

*dont you stop and stare at me coz you'll get a smack right at your face, im telling you!

4

2008-07-28T20:04:00.004+08:00

im down with a sore throat and a runny nose since morning..

my eyes are affected as well..

i'm feeling so fatigue right now..

think im sleeping in soon right after this entry posted..

i am so stress about my PP..

it seems to me that everyone else had started doing already..

but here i am, stuck and doing nothing for it..

i just can't make my brain to be working right..

"eca, what happpened, man?!"

anyhoos, schools today was awesome!

minus the boring faci and the lesson,

left the cool people who would never fails to brighten my day despite me feeling so sick and sucky!

thanks, y'all!

love yous much, much, ok?

shymaholmes, im thinking of granting your wish!

maybe nah and maybe yay?

haha..

tngk lar dulu, ye..

*P.S i am so tired of listening to my loved ones argueing with each other over a silly matter..

cmon, get a life you all!

3

2008-07-26T23:23:00.008+08:00

yes, i did just go for my CE event just now..

all i did was to just sit and stand only when there is someone registering..

&& get paid for $45 ($5/hr)..

tell me; is that worth it or not?

i thought of taking part in the 5km run..

i know, you would say "Eca participating? LOL!"..

but ya, its true..cumer i can't just spare the money..

the run would cost me $28.00!

but its worth the money coz you would be getting the race shirt which is ben sponsored by adidas, i tell you, the shirt nice!

and the race sponsor adidas goodies bag! adidas, duh!

tempting, yes?

guess, i'll be participating it next year?

sam && siti, confirm participate with me, ok dokey?

2

2008-07-24T20:28:00.004+08:00

dear u, its been days since I last met you..

when are we meeting up again?

i love you and i miss you..

about yesterday, you've to really get it over and done with..

don't mix your work with your personal life..

it sucks,ok..

everything doesn't goes well nowadays..

I am getting so messed up!

I've to think about my PP, GPA, CE, $$, the double Fs and lastly boyfriend!

Cmon!

I NEED A DIRECTION IN MY LIFE.

WHERE'S THE ONLY SOURCE OF LIGHT IN MY LIFE?

1

2008-07-23T15:37:00.009+08:00

well, another handphone is lost again today!
i mean, its like twice in a row?

im sure theres must be something wrong going on there..

maybe theres a toyol in my class?

i don't know..

but im sure it really freaks me out!

anyhoos, im intending to buy this..

which should i buy?

i like the one in mustard, but its like damn expensive!

so, i can only buy the black one :(

but, but, i really wanna get this!

gosh! nice, right?!

the price also nice!

haha

ok,ok..

wassup with me showing these shoes?

*shakes head*